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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

hmmm about me?

quite happy today cause i managed to take the first step and made some phone calls!!! =D and the clients actually did made their way down!! and they seem like they would actually sign the contract! well it seems only... still have to follow up on them =) and no i have not gotton my pouch back yet =( pouch pouch pouch!! where are you my dear sire! =(

gonna call more peeps tomorrow when i got the list if i do =X

and because somthing happened regarding my hp no., many random ppl are calling me -_- like at least 4 already and they put down the phone after 2 rings... prank calls eh.. but lucky thing is i always don't answer my phone? so yeah i did not hear them! ahahahhaa and how did i know its 2 rings? cause i manage to catch one in action!

i had the urge to actually not go online, not sms, not msn ppl and just vanish from the world... cause i know no one would actually find me =) i actually hate the fact that i'm always the starter... i'm always the one probing questions cause the atmospheres' weird... i'm always the one talking about myself... i actually like it more when people tell me stuffs of themself... then me constantly talking... cause its like falling into a bottomless pit... and it sort of irritates me so much so i would think twice talking and as time goes, i would no longer have much topic to talk about and would soon dread seeing that person... i guess my past affected me to treat things this way... this is not directed at anyone... this is just how i feel my character is... so from tomorrow onwards, i'm just gonna stop contacting people... i'll see who my true true friends are =) one point is i feel bad when people reply me and use their money another is... why do i have to rely on them?

i'm actually happy i'm in a place where no one knows me =X except the fact i have to make new friends, but my colleagues are really nice to me... treating me like a small kid i guess -_- and their child... i wonder what my character is in people's mind... i'm always curious to find out but never did asked people... i've gotton over the homesick part... and am starting to like it here? =) i guess i'm really suited to go overseas to study or work =)

seriously i don't know what you're thinking... one moment you're nice and the next you're cold... maybe its just not meant to it... maybe i thought too much... i guess i did =) i guess... nvm

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