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Monday, September 15, 2008

unhappy?

Day 5

seats of first class in trains... hahaha

see! proof =)

scenery of my dad's place in shenzhen

my dad =)

greeneries...

dalou!!! =)

so cute right!

love you!!!!

fishes! hahaha

how the house looks like

corridor

breakfast

some new stuff never tried b4 but its not bad!

har gau again... hahaha

the spread

duck

the soup thing but compared with hk one it lost!

xiaolongpau? with no soup? lolx!

veg! i love veg!

unfresh fish =(

see all alive! but why the fish i eat not fresh?

lobsters!

shenzhen airport

quite cute right

they have aquariums there~!

food on the aero-plane... not that great...

the cut my dog gave me from being over excited to see me... -_-

the small plane

can you see how tiny it is?

love the displays

cute! hahahaha

nice nice this was at the escalator when going down to retrieve the baggage

my dinner

fish that was ultra nice

curry beef =)

all thai style, glutinous rice with mango

brownie! fish and co's or this? hmmm

my bedroom view

the toilet

the maid's room i mean i don't have one but theres one that comes over every weekend to clean the house i think

the tv room

big big tv!

my sofa bed =)

secret door to secret place!!! hahahaha

i'm actually not very happy now... cause i feel very extra? hmmm and somemore they keep paying for my food... so i feel bad and guilty... like seriously... haiz... so i think i'm gonna tell them that i would set aside 1000 rmb to treat them to dinner or lunch, let them choose after each month i get my pay =) hahaha i think that would make me less guilty =) then theres this communication problem i have with them too... its like silence silence silence -_- stress already... how! i think thats why i'm suffering from indigestion... =(

i might consider moving away from them to stay with patrina if she allows me... cause i'm seriously too stressed up and unhappy here even though they bring me everywhere... but i just feel "extra" like suddenly poping into their live and disturbing them =(

feeling sad too... cause my family don't bother to sms me, or call me to ask me how i am -_- haiz... sad sad sad its like they don't bother to find out how i am... at least my dad calls me once in two days... what about them? disappointed

anw i visited the birdnest today... its quite spectacular except for the crowd, they kinda... suck? keep pushing like no ones business and try their best to cut quenes... -_- irritating! but the night view is oh so pretty =) took like 100 over pictures? hahaha might post them tomorrow =)

starting work tomorrow... anxious anxious... heard they start work on the dot and let you off on the dot... haahaha

oh!!! btw if you want... do a blogspot so i can read!!! currently i cannot go wordpress or livejournal... and that sucks!!! cause i cannot get myself updated on people's life =( but i don't think anyone will do that! hahahahaha

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Ai Ni || 10:52 PM

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