JaCkOmI..

Sunday, March 18, 2007

hApPiE bDaE jAcQ!!!




i think its me la huh... havin bad luck n stuff... i sat on the swing in my cousin's hse jus now n it freaky broke n i fell on the floor la... my mum instead of helpin mi up laughed at me la!!! idiot!!! n its my bdae leh!!! then like dat! how suay can!


had a very heavy lunch at hey hey hotpot.... hahaha.. i think its opened by a singapore actor (chao guo hui)... hahaha... i think tts the name...

i'm actuallie disappointed not just actuallie but very! disappointed at all my friends n cousins! becos they din bother to sms or call me to wish me happie bdae... even though a few smsed a few donkey daes ago... but the feelin is different! the 1st few people hu smsed mi were actuallie all guys la! i noe you'll be thinkin like aiya this type no big deal... but shit you lor... its a big deal for mi... its the thought you know that you know your friend care...

all mi poly pals are so busy i had to cancel today's date which is my actual bdae... i was so angry n dissappointed at my friends for cancellin out on mi the past few days b4 tt i actuallie broke down cos the feelin that accumulated was just so bad... but after awhile i accepted it... so when more ppl sae they had work... i juz replied "haha... ok... nvm..." n they din bother to even call n sae sorry! only tell mi with just a sms... pls tell mi how u would feel if all n i seriously mean all like 10 over ppl cancel out on you! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL!!!! when i even go to the extent of smsin them like 1-2 weeks ago... i was hopin that they would make time for mi la! but they din... i had an illusion that maybe they might pop up out of nowhere with a bdae cake to gif mi a surprise... but no! it would never happen cos it was all an illusion...

anw theres such a thing as a LEAVE you noe... n if u dnt even wanna apply leave for just a simple dinner it only shows how much blah blah blah~ but if u have a family excuse n stuff... then this i can accept becos i cannot possibly force u rite... what i run to ur hse n pull u out meh...

i think i seriously no luck wif datin ppl out... cos everytime i ask ppl out... hundred percent they not free one... so this is one bad experience 18th yr old bdae... i think next yr i'm just gonna enjoy my time wif mi cousins rather then rackin my brains as to hu to ask n to go where and wastin mi brain juice to plan...

______________________

Ai Ni || 6:28 PM

Name:
Location: Singapore

wOoDBrIdGe mEnTaL HoSp... WaRd 13... BeD 1... LvL 2... bLk 2... lolX... come visit mi if u can... okiez... =PpP

archive_____________
November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008

Previous Posts..______