Wednesday, November 22, 2006
bLaH~ iNsEcUrE~
so... i was thinkin... if one dae i had no more treads at home... i tink i will juz pluck mi hair (ouch!!) n use it... lolX...n i finally found out y mi leg freakin ache so much... becos i wore short heels on mon -_- walao... so low onli pain le -_- somemore is like juz exercise finish tt type of pain -_-anw... went over to bk n started bitchin again... abt almost many things... hahahaha... they mostly talked abt relationships i guess... i dnt reallie noe tt topic... as nvr been thru one b4... so cannot blame mi for keepin quiet =)so shikin still haben make up her mind... come on shikin!!!! argH!!! hehehehe... imagine one dae i go crazy n start to bug shikin till she goes crazy too... lolX... what the hell am i thinkin abt -_-dnt feel like goin suntec so early in the morning... luckie its at 10 am... n not 4 am =) shit la... last dae i usher... ask mi tis type practically no sense of direction one can even get lost in mi cousin hse there(not a honourable ting i noe)... to direct ppl... later they want toilet i direct them to exit how!!! sheesh...i want to go holi!!! wanna go hongkong... wanna go fly kite... wanna go fishin... so mani tings wanna do... wanna do volunteer work... cannot find partner n money to do it wif... argh!!!! i seriously cannot stand clingy ppl... eEeeK... actuallie i juz wondered... wad defines best friend?? i reallie dnt noe... becos i treat everyone as one -_- no one special yet... maybe yangs and joyce is the onli 2 special one??(maybe theres others... if u so thickskin tink its u... its u lor -_-) hahahaha!! since the others sorta backstab mi b4(U YES U!!! DNT ND TURN HEAD LOR...feeling guilty now rite... HA!!!!)...<---childish jacq... haiz dnt bother abt her k... but tt was ages ago... so are they juz good friends? or friends... i reallie dnt noe la... i tink maybe now its mi sensitive period... so i'm juz insecure abt everything =) dnt mind mi yeah... i dnt reallie show it... but its causin mi to lose slp -_- i tink tis is one of the major~est reason i cannot slp...mi eye lids are like damn heavy... can juz drop still onto the table... muahahahahaha...watchin tis mtv abt fergie... yangs was like sayin fergielicious means someting... but shes freaky old n tryin to act sexy!!! omg!!!! wanna vomit seeing her smash those creams all over her body -_- if you're like damn hot n sexy n young n not saggin!!! it would at least still attract mi.. but if you're not... dnt come n spoil mi eyesight leh... i still young leh =X anw... yangs said someting... i juz forgot wad it was... i seriously am bad in rememverin things -_-anw... yangs said i was straight forward... n in actual fact i am... cos i rather be straight forward abt ur fashion sense or stuff that i dnt like... then go on n sae... yeah... i like tt shirt too... when actuallie i dnt... tts like damn fake... so i'll be like... nah... tts not mi style... i dnt reallie like it though =)but dnt worry... i not those type straight forward n sae things tt hurt ur feelings... i will still tink n tink... i simply cannot stand those sales gal... tryin hard to increase their commission... tries to push some damn ugly shirts or items to their cust... they suck la... big time!!! imagine an old auntie comes in... then want a cute dolly dress... n the sales person intro some damn teenage n cute dress juz to get tt little commission... go cheat the auntie... ok... cannot reallie sae cheat la... later tt auntie walk out of house huh... sure become joke of the dae one... then she hate u forever... then retail marketing n management starts comin in -_- i'm juz crappin abt mi courses la huh... cos... its like inter link =)was damn bored... so i smsed ning asked her if she was awake... she replied wif a yeah... but she got sch tomolo so wanna go slp... i was actuallie alittle dissappointed... cos i was expectin to talk to her alittle... since we missed out alot... n din contact or call each other for months le... but shes bz... so nvm...juz remember tt theres a quiz tomolo -_- better start studyin for it... tomolo mornin =) i'm juz plain lazy now ok... let mi slack u faggot(s)!!! oPps...
yes!!!! took mi one hr to at last put links!!! i was like figuring where its suppose to be at la -_- i cannot n dnt understand those codes ok!!! i noe some ppl onli nd a min la huh... its still messed up... but will do someting to it =) damn tired... yawns... yeah!!!!!!! so if u change ur blog add tell mi k... i also added a visitor no =) i noe veri little ppl visit... but i wanna see how mani cannot ar!! =X jkjk
i'm a broken little creature...
waiting for u to heal mi...
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Ai Ni || 12:16 AM 
