Sunday, July 31, 2005
fUn vS SaD
so fun... even though now then write... still got memories of mi goin to bintan =P u all sld go there one dae... its fun... haha... mi n mi friend claudi went there n mama friend la... duh... haha... then wad go there alone ar -_- but hor... mi n her long time din go out le... so go tt time... at first dnt noe wad to tok to her abt... but after... quite ok la... can chat of most ting lor... her mama still as bad as eva... maybe worst ba... abuse her de... notti parent... haha... 1st dae was great but so toot... mi ** came... wa lao!! haha... actuallie almost plan to go swimmin wif dophins one leh!!!!! pig sia... haha... haiz... guess fated... cannot go see dolphin! haha... then guess wad... we wanted to plae tennis... but rainin... -_- then had some programs... we went for a drink of peach tea... so gross... powered form... can taste the powder somemore... then we both tout of seein the sun rise... haha... so we plan of either goin to her parents room... or mi room... cos easier to wake each other up when time to wake up ma... then her mama din allow -_- nvm... i call the reception to wake mi at 5... he was like wad!! 5!! r u sure... (luffs away) then i was like yeah... -_- oh yeah... there the time one hr slower then sg... haha... so its like wakin at 6 la... haha... normal time for sch ma =P then... he called la... at 5... then hor... i tried puttin on someting which i could not manageto put for 30 mins... then i called claudia's room... then both wake up le... saw so bright hurry run to beach... haha... then snap so much pics there... we even wrote our names there =P on the sand... it was fun... then i picked up a sae shell... it was so pretty there was shell wif a flower imprinted on it... gorgeous... the 1st one i piked was the nicest... but mi friend took it... so nvm lor... haiz... in the end... i got all the small one... mostly broken... n she got the best... n bigger one... haha... nvm la... not like cannot go there again... go pick again lor... rite =P then we both bought a necklace... i broke mine so angry... n we bought another necklace wif cow teeth... can believe not... cow teeth leh... haha!! but the dae ended so fast... it was soon to go home... then on the way... guess wad... mama lost her hp -_- aHhhhh then she so sad n frustrated she screamed at mi i was like huh...-_- so she used mi hp lor... haiz... nvm... i got bac mi hp le!!! cos mama bought a new one ma... motorazar v3 ar... nice la... of cos... haha...hmmm.... then sat was so fun... haha... 12 of us met up ma... go eat wif zhi qiang ar... other classmate so pig... make fun of mi n someone... n tt someone is zhi hui (no offence) haha... then make fun make fun lor... make mi sit beside him somemore... make mi so pai seh... then make fun thruout the dinner... haha... but din tok to each other la... cos he dao!!! haha... jk la... =P both shy =X haha... i tink i wear quite ok la... maybe bad... so sad *sOb sOb* haha... then other girls wear till like they goin party or dinner or prom nite ar... haha... sianz then all the girls got make up... i oso got la... abit but light one... other one ar... quite heavy? haha... hmmm but we ate so much... i sat beside nicky... he so cute sia... buay tahan... haha... then ask abel help mi shell prawn =X then wa... nicky the one hu nvR does ting... shell prawn leh... evenyone clap... haha... so funnie... =PpP had a fun nite... haha... then returnin home tt time we decided to walk... bad mistake... cos we got lost!! haha... then bengie bought us bac to the rite path together wif glenys... haha... at last reach the rite path sia... haha... but b4 tt i chased after nicky... cos he scared a cat... haha... hmmm... the ytd hor... mama cousin de weddin ar... haha so funnie mama go matchmake all of us... includin mi to the bridegoom's brother... age 28 ar... then mi cousin 19... haha... he like her i tink... cos he self took a pic wif her... haha!! obviously he like her rite... then i make fun.. then she go push mi... hahaha... n blushed... so funnie... and hor she dressed like princess... veri pretty... haha... n it was sort of 1st time i wore a dress ytd oso =P haha... n it was like bought on tt dae one lor... haha... it was fun ytd too... totallie!! haha... tink i write a poem? hehe...so hurt by ur actions... when u rejected mi 1st request...
it was mi 1st time... askin u out...
even might be the last...
so hurt by wad u sae... by being irritatin... so hurt by u.. for not noein how i feel... n still doin stuff tt hurt mi... y can't u juz noe or understand or believe the rumours... tt i love u... but all the tings u've done... made mi hate u... hate u more each dae... as much as i love u... seein u so cute... makes mi even more... feelin so hurt... makin mi cry... even as now... when i'm typin... i'm cryin... y do u make mi tink of u so often...even when i'm not suppose to... feel so jealous when i see a couple together... i dnt noe... but deep down... i wish u to be happy... pretendin to be strong... when'm not... pretendin to be ur friend... when i hope not... pretendin to be close to u... onli to be out of reach... u r like a star... so close yet so far... how i wish i could juz admit likin u... how i wish i could juz scream it out tt i love u...(composed n copyright by yAn) ______________________
Ai Ni || 8:37 PM 
