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Thursday, June 30, 2005

SoBz...




reallie feel like diein...


the whole dae i was puttin a brave font... i smiled to everyone... n guess no one notice too...but when reach home... juz broke down in tears... yeah true i cried the whole nite... tt explains y mi eyes were swollen n y i avoided eye contact...feel really sad now...

becos... mi mum slapped mi again... n not juz tt... she confiscated mi com... hp... n tv... wtf... muz she be so hei... was beginin to like her when tis had to happen... y did she lie to mi in the 1st place... y...

reallie nd to tell somone how much burden there are now... i feel so trapped... so trapped...

i'm juz angry y she do all these... no more freedom... i was semi grounded at first... but now fully grounded... she said i cannot even go out eat wif friends... ok lor... i skip lunch nt time... happie??
reallie feel like ignorin her... but can i... when shes the one providin the money... n her blood runs in mi vein... i used to love her so much... not now anymore... all i haf for her is hatred... i reallie nd someone to tok to... if onli....

but now got no more contacts... no no. to call... i dnt even noe when i haf tuition now... juz feel like cryin... dnt noe hus bdae comin up nt... i haf a bad memory... so i recorded all in mi hp...
havin tuition everydae... havin headache everydae... fell like diein everydae... but will not... try mi best not to tink...

guess i haf to go do hmwk already... no more entertainments for the rest of mi yr... as said by her... bye =P guess cannot go out watch movie le.. sry...

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